The Gordian Knot
Carved on the St. Madoes Stone in Perthshire, Scotland
A Celtic knot from one continuous line
From a different tradition we have the Gordian Knot, itself a tangle of related legends. Here’s a fragment of one:
. . . while wintering at Gordium, Alexander the Great attempted to untie the knot. When he could not find an end to unbind it, he sliced it in half with a stroke of his sword, producing the required ends.Words can resemble swords, in more ways than spelling. They can be precise enough to cut through confusion. When blunt and rusty they make things worse, as in my last piece on belief when I should have spoken of faith. The only thing that can take you through the days, months and years of pursuing any kind of dream is faith: in the purpose of the journey, the worth of the destination. In the Sixties I kept coming across this adage in a translated I Ching: “Perseverance furthers”. In the Seventies all through to the Nineties, I persevered along one path, through blind faith. Eventually I understood that the destination was fake and the path led nowhere. Then I was able to let it go and start learning, with no special effort. You might think that a slow student who finally learned could become a teacher; but the only thing I can pass on is that ill fortune can reveal itself as a blessing in the end. Furthermore, I’m beginning to see that everything is a blessing, if only we can see it as such. What we mainly need in this age is to see clearly.
When I wrongly confused faith with belief, I omitted to notice that faith clings like an addiction. Belief is merely to accept as fact what you cannot prove. It’s not something we can eliminate altogether. Will the bus arrive on time, or even at all? No one knows but we go to the stop in reasonable belief. Those who have faith will wait there calmly, no matter how long it takes. Others may drift off disappointed, or call a taxi. Faith provides comfort to those who are short of comfort. I’ve given it up. Nor does belief interest me at all, except in practical issues. I like going by bus. Disputes seldom prove anything, except to show that both sides are driven by the same desire: to claim victory over the other. As pleasure goes, this is really low-grade stuff.
Faith is like a drug which drives an athlete to win at any cost, by fair means or foul. With my Alexandrian sword, I try and cut the knot of faith, to expose its free ends and unravel its complexities. I discover three components: faith in Self, faith in Other, faith in the Unseen. Faith in self is solitary self-reliance—“I have what it takes! I will get there, no matter at what cost.” Faith in Other is a wide-embracing and often rational-seeming optimism. We can trust the system, except where we can’t, and there we can find a solution to its malfunctions, and make a better future.
By faith in the Unseen I mean none of the above. By definition, faith concerns itself with unknown outcomes, but the Unseen is not a reference to the future. It is a realm not visible with mortal eyes. To some this could include gods and goblins, but I mean the inner life of a human being, the unseen world of our thoughts and feelings, which touch beauties and horrors where none is physically present. I don’t refer to the fantasies of idle imagination, but that which grips and moves more powerfully than anything mundane.
And this, as I’ve found when trying to express what I mean, is where the Gordian Knot is most tangled, a knot of such generality that my bright sharp metaphoric sword, or pen-which-is-mightier-than same, hangs slackly at my side. The knot is a great deal bigger than I am. My inner world is real to me, but how can I share it?
I wanted to take this notion of “faith in the unseen” and show how it covers the highest human experience—noble deeds, the Good Life, Enlightenment—while cutting the Knot so precisely as distinguish this realm from the murkiest superstition, the forked-tongue weasel words of hidden persuasion and falsehood, which mislead us so as to cause wars, corruption and misery, in humanity and all nature. Once again, we revert to the imagery of legend, as in this retelling for children:
As they slept, a dense wall of thorny vines grew round the castle. The vines were as green as emeralds and the thorns were as sharp as razors. . . . Many years passed. Many knights and princes tried to enter the castle and break the spell. None could cut through the thicket of brambles. Then one day, after one hundred years, a prince from a faraway kingdom heard the story of the Sleeping Beauty. . . . Finally he arrived at the castle. He drew his sword to cut through the thorny vines. The sharp blade shone like a mirror in the sunlight. When he raised his sword, the thick vines parted miraculously, making a clean path.Someone else, whose legend was based on real life, is reported to have talked of a sword too, in words seeming so totally out of character, or so contrary to our expectations, that you feel he must have truly said them, or something similar.
Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.But I don’t know what he meant. A parable would have helped.